Why do i do this stuff?

WOD 5/22:

• deadlift 275lbs x 3 reps
• pushups elevated (3ft) x 40 reps
• deadlift 275 x 3
  
• pushups elevated x 35
• deadlift 275 x 3
• pushups elevated x 30
• deadlift 275 x 3
• pushups elevated x 25
• deadlift 275 x 3
• pushups elevated x 20

total reps: deadlift x 15; pushups elevated x 150 = 165 total reps

the workout wasn't timed. i took a 1:30-2m break between rounds (dl and pushups were 1 round). this was a nasty duet. i went from deads right to pushups. what a contract. by the 4th round i was completely dreading the dead. it just wiped me the hell out. wowzers.